Wweb Wworld

Welcome to my Life

June 21st, 2023

YA'LLL, it has bene a hot minute. I'll be honest, I'm kinda dissapointed in myself as I haven't posted on here in forever. Life has been a bit hectic with summer and I've just been a bit too lazy to post. What can I say. Anyways, I've been reading some of Osamu Dazai's works and I found them fascinating. No Longer Human is a bit of a basic choice but it was my personal favorite. So much of the book just hit a little too close to home y'know? I also officially started a vlogging channel and I will likely link it under site updates so be sure to check that out. I'm also working on adding an aanime pge so stay tuned! ttyl!!!
xoxo
-the webmaster

March 30th, 2023

sorry i havent been posting. My school blocked my website.I'm really upset right now because my state just banned gender affirming care for minors. Even though my mom would never let me get it, it just feels like all hope is lost. There is no what if, I just have to deal with this until I turn 18. Thanx a lot government and thanx a lot mom. you guys have not made this easy for me at all. I hate this stupid southern state and I hate these stupid southern laws. Now I'll be trapped in someone elses body for at least 5 more years. I hate it here.
xoxo
-the webmaster

March 8th, 2023

OMG it has been forever since I last posted. Soory about that. First of all, dramarama was on saturday and my class absolutly crushed it. we didn't place but that wasn't our fault, it was the higher ups trying to make people keepcoming to the event. I played Peter Quince in a midsummer night's dream and we did really well. There were a few issues though. For one, after our performance a kid behind me who played puck and the kid who played oberon would not stop talking during the performances. It really gave me the ick because everyone else was respectful and applauded us so puck and oberon had no right to do that. Not only that, but they were saying really mean things, which I will not repeat, about the other performers. Another thing that happened at dramarama was the vending machine issue. About half of the attendees broke into a vending machine and stole money and food from it. I know of two people who I won't name, who I know for a fact stole money. Honestly, that is so petty because what are you even gonna do with vending machine money. On a separate note, I did make a really awesome friend who we'll call Gage. Gage is super awesome. Me and him have the same background, we both cosplay, and we share all of our interests. They really are super awesome.
This week was benchmark testing week. It totally sucked and it was just so beyond boring, I can't even. I did manage to read a few hundred pages of manga though. I'm pretty sure I flunked my math test though because I didn't know anything that was on it. That's all for today.
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 23rd, 2023

I'm so sick right now and I had the worst night last night. I was so sick and I just couldn't sleep at all. Everytime I fell asleep I'd wake up within the next hour and I kept having nightmares. Then I woke up at 12:00 and threw up and it hurt so bad because there wasn't anything to throw up.then I went to my mom's room and she was asleep. I asked her where the benadryl was but she was asleep so she just said no because she was asleep and didn't understand what I was saying so I did my best to just go back to sleep which obviously didn't work because I was sick. Anyways all I ate today was some fried pickles because I have like zero appetite. That's all for now.
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 21st, 2023

Today has been so boring except for the fact that lunch was good. I had tortellini and berries which was delicious. Neon genesis is getting really good. You may be wondering why I'm reading the manga before watching the anime even though the manga is based on the anime and not vice versa. The truth is, thats just how I felt like doing it. It's really good though and it's starting to become surreal in a way. I'm stuck in JLC class again and today we are literally doing a reading assignment that I did in the second grade. It's kind of annoying to be honest because I'm a lot smarter than the other kids in this class and they all act like hooligans so the class is really boring. I'll update later.
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 20th, 2023

The police haven't found me yet so I'm guessing they aren't coming for me, which is always good. Today I finally aquired the 3rd volume of neon genesis. It has been out of stock everywhere for days but my local comic shop had it today. So shoutout to galactic quest comic shop because I would have been mangaless for a week without them. I just got to my mom's house about an hour ago and she is making my favorite food. What is my favorite food you ask? My favorite foods are popcorn and fried pickles. Scrumptious. My mom has been very nice lately. I think it's because I called her out on some stuff but it's so muc better than usual. She hasn't even yelled one time which is so nice. Another awesome plus of being at my mom's house, is that my cat, Mash, lives here. I think him and I share a spirit because he is like the cat version of me. Thats all for now loves.
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 17th, 2023

Today I have a crazy story. So basically, I was at the skatepark a few days ago and i threw a huge tag up on the side of a half pipe. Now keep in mind, the skatepark is right next to the police station, but I am quite a bold person so I went for it. The next day returned to the skatepark took out my sharpie and started writing on the wall again. Then a skater starts yelling at me from across the pit. "HEY STOP THAT!" He says. At first I was scared he was gonna tip off the police about me but then he skated over and told me that they had shut off the skatepark's water because of graffiti and he pointed at the tag I had done the day before. I don't think I've ever been that embarrassed before. I left the park out of shame and returned home. Now for todays story. I went to atlanta and tagged some stuff. I also went into thiis oddities store which was totally sick. They had a taxidermied cow with 2 heads and they had a human head and skull. It was totally awesome. I've alo explored a few different religions and philosophies, including christianity, judiasm, and satanism, and overall, after studying them, I've decided that being a satanist is right for me. Not because I want to be an edgy teenager, but because I found the philosophy and rules surrounding the ideology fit me very well, so I have begun reading the satanic bible and doing my best to abide by te rules of the religion.
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 13th, 2023

First of all, I want to thank everyone for 1,000 views views! It really means a lot to me and I will continue to improve the website. Today is national kissing day and tommorow is valentines day. Oh how I love valentines day. Mostly the candy. The candy is my favorite part! My JLC teacher is really getting on my nerves. He always calls other people stupid even though he failed almost every subject in school. He also has this mallet that he constantly bangs on the tables. It's so jarring to be honest. There are so many absolute morons in this class. They just constantly say stupid things and it makes me cringe so hard. There has also been a scandal in science class. The teacher has been grading with lots of bias. For instance, I got a 100% on an assignment even though I did the bare minimum but the kid behind me who did more got a lower grade. It's actually been happening in every science period which is really odd. Some classmates were thinking about talking to her but honestly, I advise against it. She likely won't change unless they tak it higher up. I have theater arts next so I will probably update this post later.
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 9th, 2023

Bro yesterday was epic. I took a trip out to the abandoned stable and I was just about to start on the graffiti when I saw a full can of yellow spraypaint just laying there! This was quite exciting because I got to add another color to my piece. I also took my penny board out for a ride and now my legs are sore. I also had a doctors appointment and now I haveto take 6 pills everyday ;-;. Last night I made some onigiri to eat or lunch today. I put avacado in it so I'm excited to eat it. Today my friends and I played with our tech decks and that was so fun. My friend even brought a ramp. I likely won't update this today unless something crazy happens.
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 7th, 2023

I'm still questioning whether or not to make a gossip page. If admin finds out I could be in a lot of trouble so I prolly won't do it. I was watching a squishy making video, when I was reminded that my dad and I used to make fish lures together. I think I'll ask him if we can do it again. There was a fight in school yesterday between Nevaeh and Amiyah (I don't know either of those people). I swear, this school is so much more ghetto than it was last year. I just finished my math test and today I'm going exploring with my friend after school. I love to explore. It is one of my top ten favorite things. Anyways, do you have a valentine yet? I do. If you know, you know.
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 6th, 2023

I haven't updated in a minute but just so you know I'm doing fine. I have all A's and I have a valentine. I got them a hello kitty valentines gift basket and a squishmallow. I am at my mom's house today and yesterday I was crying about that. I tagged some desks today as usual and I'm in JLC right now. UPDATE LATER
UPDATE: Should I add a gossip section? I always have gossip about everyone so maybe you guys would enjoy that. I'm stuck in math class learning stuff I already know. This afternoon I have must club (gaming club) where all the weird kids date and watch K-Pop videos. I will say who If I add a gossip page.
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 2nd, 2023

I'm so happy right now. Today I went to th El Ranchito and got some candy. Then I went to Hobby Lobby and found some my little pony stickers that only cost $2! I've been putting them everywhere. Then we took a trip to the Barnes and Noble and my dad let me pick out a book. I got Neon Genesis Evangelion. At school I actually did my work early and got to play solitare for the rest of my class time. I also watched the documentary, "style wars" with mt dad. It was so good and I think I will watch it again sometime. Shoutout to Lee, I luv ya!
xoxo
-the webmaster

February 1st, 2023

It's the first day of february which means that its black history month. Fifteen different people asked me for money because of that. "Tara" still hasn't come back to school. She texted me today asking if I was angry and I said a little but that's only partially true. I am worried about her. Sometimes she skips class, but not this often. Also the person I married, I still can't tell if they like me in a platnic way or a romantic way. I just can't figure it out.There are to many variables to the point where I'd rather not think about it. I also might have to sell my house because my mom wants more money from the divorce, which is devastating. I literally CANNOT live in an apartment right now. Like, how do you even handle such a situation. I've moved before but it was an upgrade and my parents were still together. Now I don't know what to do.
xoxo
-the webmaster

January 31st, 2023

Today was the final day of january. Time flies so quickly. My marriage was a success and the rings are coming in soon.Apparently this girl in my class, we'll call her Tara, asked her girlfriend a weird question, (I will not state it on here because some of my family looks at this page). This was right after she got suspended. Anyways she came back from suspension really angry because her girlfriend broke up with her after the question and she was taking it out on everybody. All of my friends are cutting her off, but I don't know where to stand on this issue. I know it seems black and white, but I feel like I'm missing something. Tara hasn't been coming to class lately and I'm not sure what to do. We're supposed to be friends but no one else is talking to her after the incident. I just have no idea what to do.
xoxo
-the webmaster

January 30th, 2023

I'm so excited! Tomorrow I'm getting married! Yippee! Adrian is officiating the ceremony, and Chyna is the photographer. We're holding the ceremony in first period, so if you go to my school, please stop by! I'm wearing a suit and everything. This will be so much fun. today I went to school and someone in my class, I shall not say who, ratted out second period for cheating on tests. This is actually an L because if my friend's mom finds out, he will get his phone taken away, and I will be lonely as he is the main person I talk to. I'm back on my meds, so I'm 100% normalized and ready to be normal again. Today I also went to the D&D club, and it was mustier than ever so I just played poker with my friend instead.
xoxo
-the webmaster

January 29th, 2023

my mom forgot to give me my meds the past couple of days so I had a manic episode. Now im in a depressive one though, so that's certainly something. Today I ate lots of pizza and cleaned the house while my mom yelled. Then I had to scrub the bathroom because I was too incompetent to clean. I get to go to my dad's house today which is always fun. Right now, I'm taking a bath because I also had a rough night last night. I started having flashbacks of the mental hospital, and then I had nightmares about it. DAILY REMINDER TO TAKE UR MEDS! xoxo
-the webmaster

January 28th, 2023

Today I had tons of fun. I went exploring, like I do every saturday, and I put some paint on the abandoned stable. Then I ran into my bestie Lee and we went walking together. She showed me the houses of all the kids in our class and I had no idea that they all lived in my subdivision. Then we went back to her house, and we watched Heathers, as in the movie, not the musical. The musical is better though. After that we played Just Dance but I had to go home. Once I got home I ate some pizza and watched the Muppets Movie. Right now I'm watching Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure. I forgot to do my laundry though so I'll have to do it tomorrow. Over all, I had a great day, except for the fact that my legs hurt. After all, I ws walking from 11am to 5:30 pm. xoxo
-the webmaster

July 13th,2023